I dont know if I can cope much longer, iv been saying this for a while now, and never thought I would be back in this situation yet here I am.
Today started off shakey, turned out ok, then ended shit. Yesterday I felt numb, Today I feel sad and yet again more anger.
I walked a little took some beautiful photos for some reason alot of them wont upload….
I need to get away, I need too just get on a bus and another bus and keep travelling until I am far far away, otherwise I do fear that I may not make it too the end of the year, it is getting too the point where I just dont feel compatible with life , I dont know anything.
Who am i?
What is my purpose?
What is my destiny?
I have done nothing with my life, nothing at all and Im both emotionally and phsically exhausted
Im so unbelivably confused today, my heads full of noise.
I just dont know.
My head is a jungle