Im failing at being a wife
Im failing at blogging
Im failing at motherhood
Im failing Me
Im failing my family
Im failing at work
Im failing at being a friend
Im failing to maintain appointments
Im failing at losing weight
Im failing at life
Im a disgusting. Broken, used, abused, useless, lazy, ugly, repulsivly fat peice of shit that doesnt deserve life.
I. Dont. Want. To. Be. Here. Anymore.
I need to end this, do you believe in reincarnation? That once your physical body dies your spirit enters another vessel?
What vessel would you chose? I would chose a giant oak tree so i can obserb the world for 100s of years, know all the stories all the secrets of the earth.
Or a falcon, flying high above the grand canyon witnessing everything but worrying about nothing.